The door opened and Markus was greeted by the empty darkness of his abode. The night’s work had finally concluded, and the memories of passionate kisses and laughter over drinks now flickered away in his memory like a ghost. In their stead, Markus could see the white haired woman and the ill-mannered man with his dark unruly locks, laughing and greeting him home. He missed the warmth of having friends waiting for him home, the warmth of arms embracing him and of shared meals. He sighed, as the candles slowly lighted upon the dinning table, sprawled papers filled with drawings and notes coming into view. Markus hand moved without thought, the forms loosing shape and turning into words. To be a recognized painter… he could see himself, in the art gallery, cup of wine in hand as many came to see him, a lovely cheeky smile framed by her white locks and a caring kiss behind his hear from the dark haired man. Visit the strawberry fields to help with the harvest… and it was all three sitting in a picnic blanket, just enjoying the taste of ripe sweetness in their mouths. Graduate from school… Sybella marching towards the stage, the blue and copper of the House of Knowledge shining in her robes, as Valen and him awaited their turn, their robes adorned with the green and silver of the House of Cunning. Markus’ thought wandered through the illusions of a bright and hopeful future… crying over Sybella’s wedding, helping Valen clean for the Apothecary’s opening… holding hands with Valen, hands linked with a ring… “Bloody hell, what’s wrong with me?” Markus spoke to one in the darkness, voice choking as his hands dropped the traitorous pen, revealing snippets of his deepest desires. He had chosen his uncaring father over their love and care. He had pushed them away in anger and hurt. He alone had made a mess of things and he was ashamed to seek them out, to ask for their forgiveness and understanding. As the dawn rose with the sun’s morning light, not once did his oldest yearning of receiving his father’s love passed through his mind. —————————
Posted Jun 30
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- see the Northern Lights, especially having not been lucky enough to catch them during the recent solar flares
Posted Jun 30
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Kyuwu-Tea‘s bucket list…
Posted Jun 30
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Posted Jul 1, edited Jul 1
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1- Make a full-length pink leather cloak, with a hood.
Posted Jul 1, edited Jul 4
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- Finish my fanfic
Posted Jul 1
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- Make a geness!
Posted Jul 1
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• overcome social phobia, and finally, make a large circle of friends. good friends.
Posted Jul 3
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Bucket list for Tirya -Being more comfortable in public and get better at interacting with other Mycenians, and not being shy, or even appear threatening as a Drasillis
Posted Jul 3, edited Jul 3
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Bucket list for Delta -Protecting Delta’s home, the oasis
Posted Jul 3
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Posted Jul 4
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• Go on a road trip across the home state.
Posted Jul 4
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>LOSE WEIGHT its getting a bit too much. 200lbs is good =_=)b
>restore kingdom to former glory. ez.
Posted Jul 4
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Fleur‘s bucket list:
Posted Jul 4
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Posted Jul 4
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Posted Jul 5
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~ knit a giant scarf
Posted Jul 5
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